I feel like the universe has been training us to be ready to for this type of love… so we can appreciate it fully. So it could be strong enough to withstand this life and the time beyond. We’re so special and our situation is designed to prove that. To “prove,” as gold is proved in the fire’s crucible. The purity of our love will emerge from the strife and superficial, tried and true. The fire represents the struggles of this situation and all the ones preceding it; burning away all of those doubts obstructing pure love… until only you and I remain…
– Q, Excerpt from Letter 11/1/19
S: Channeling Spiritual Love
This past weekend at visit, I noticed something on Q’s hand as we sat down after a warm embrace. It was a ring around his pinky, seemingly made of wood. It was brown with some beautiful flaws. He gave it to me and told me a guy made it for him a while back. Said he wanted me to have something of his.
I was immediately grateful; especially when I left him. I pulled it out of my pocket. It magically fit my left ring finger.
After thinking about it for a while and talking to him about the ring, I had an epiphany about it’s meaning. And somehow, he shared something very similar with me in a note before I was able to see it.
Our ring… wood torn from the tree… but forever connected…
– Q, 10/28/19
This ring represents our spiritual love. Our spiritual connection.
With our ring, I am reminded to stay grounded, and present. I am reminded that we are constantly growing. Slow, but steady and intentional. I am reminded that you and I are longevity, as years and years pass while we still stand steady. Tall and timeless. Trees change with the season. But they never fall down in the face of the coldest winters or the hottest summers. Never falling in the face of hurricanes or storms. Persevering it all.
I am reminded that our love is shelter, always. And that we are spiritually connected at all times. Now, then, forever.
-S
S: What does it mean to have a love that’s forever?
Oh; What does it mean to have a love that’s forever?
A life of love that survives all obstacles, and makes me better.
What does it mean to have a love that lets me be creative,
whether its good or bad; practiced or forgotten.
What does it mean to have a love that lets me make mistakes,
but never lets me be less than my best.
What does it mean to have a love that makes me beautiful,
no matter what I’m wearing, how many pounds I’m gaining, or how much make up I’m saving.
What does it mean to have a love that speaks truth with every word,
no matter how unbelievable it may seem.
To have faith that is endless.
What does it mean to have a love that listens, even when I’m not talking.
…to have a love that moves me, even when I’m not walking.
What does it mean to have a love that lives in every single moment,
whether the
five senses can sense it
or not.
What does it mean to have a love with a mind of its own?
What does it mean to have a love that lives all around, in every object, every molecule, every thought.
What does it mean to have a love that time can’t shape?…
That time can’t break and time can’t shake? Having a love that can’t wait –
Because it doesn’t have to.
It means THIS love is fate,
And life’s what we make.
– S, for Q, Written 10/22/19
The God of Love (Written by S)
While women search high and low,
Following mind before heart,
I found myself becoming a non-believer…
Then Q… the God of Love, he called to me.
He is trust, strength, and healing – the purest form of spirit known to womanhood.
I asked, what is healing to a woman if she loves? For emotions are meant to be up, and down, and up again…
A voice whispered…
What brings doubtless trust?
Not only being heard, but listened to? Responds with empathy, without judgment.
He is understanding without effort. Speaking only the language of two individual hearts.
What brings boundless faith and believing what you can’t see?
He is spirit and only viewed through the eyes of the soul.
By what fortune have I been given to feel you unconditionally? To know how I could never let you go…
Q, the God of Love… I am enamored and full of you…
– Written by S, for Q, a response to The Goddess of Life
(10.10.19)
S: Achieving Greatness Through Love
Yesterday, we got a national holiday visit. 3 hours of bliss holding hands and talking face to face. Recharging the bubble and reminding each other of true love, by only looking into each other’s eyes.
I remember not knowing what true love was; but getting to know Q again and remembering how we were back then quickly brought me back to that point.
Today, I thought of the quality of love it takes to feel invincible. To be able to feel like you can do anything just by knowing and feeling and understanding how rare it is to be exposed to this form of power outside of a family relationship. It’s a beautiful thing. It reminded me that it’s important for us ALL to feel that way in our relationships.
Does your significant other enable you to achieve greatness? Why or why not?
S: Light Speed.
We were talking this morning about our future. About how hard this time will be for us.
Q mentioned something about us never being friends in the 12 years we’ve known each other. It’s true. Even as kids, we were zero to one hundred. Instantly in love. Instantly dramatic and full of intensity that was unavoidable. Instantly indebted to each other.
Now is no different. The way we have reconnected has been a quick process, but it hasn’t stopped us from moving as quickly as we naturally do. This time we have to do together, will be a true testament to our will and patience.
-S
Q: Defining (Part 2) – Truth
What is a pure will, untainted by influence of fear or self gratification, other than the adherence to a universal truth?
Only from the vantage of the universe, can the Truth be captured. Only in the depths of a silent heart, can the whispers of the Truth be heard.
And only in the stead of a pure will, may those whispers echo throughout the plain of existence.
Though most men may never be able to define its being, all men will forever be graced with its judgement.
Truth has framed the Omnipotent Design and within its hallows, it has hidden its face.
Look to the world around you – within its beauty is scribed the hallmark of its creator; beneath the soul of man, and the spirit of nature, Truth governs.
– Your Loved One, Q
(2018)
Q: Finding love again…
The moment we begin to feel the internal self grow under the simplest gaze, touch, or whisper of another – we start to know Love’s primary function in the development of humankind…
After years of confining my heart and mind into an even tighter realm than my prison cell offered, a whisper graced my thoughts in the depths of my meditation. It beckoned me to seek love once more…
I hoped and prayed that fortune would deliver me the chance to love again as greatly as I had once before. Being closed for so long, doors began to build a reluctance to opening again. My fear appeared; though I may rediscover love once more, it may only be a glimmer of the great shine it once held… but fortune favors…
S, my archetype of love came back into view of my heart. From there, my internal self tremored, shook, gladdened, and grew…
What so long ago awakened me to a new frontier of self was able to be forgotten amongst the rubble of a scorned & broken past. It had returned, rekindled, and began its reconstruction of my being…
S, a spring of pure love. She’s the advent of the sun of my soul. She made it to me – through the myriad of things that continue to obstruct life’s essence from the eye and the source of any modern man’s strife.
But our dance ensues. Doubts double over. Fears of folly take presidency. Flights of fancy. We endeavor deeper. Brightness begins to break through the clouds. Love gains it’s full gait. Stillness moves and the world tilts on its’ side…
My sight – that seemingly saw so much, it has been shown to see nothing. Oh, how love rearranges the world, rights the eye, and loses the mind…
– Your Loved One, Q (Written 9/17/19)
The Bubble
The bubble represents the mental, emotional, and physical space to which the love between Q and S exists. It’s a metaphorical form of multiple things – from their phone conversations, letters, all the way to when they’re holding hands.
…the bubble…
– QMP
An indention in time-space – a microcosm where only two distinct souls exist. Their unimpeded synergy generates so much creative/attractive force, that it must be contained within its own dimension of existence. Separate, but parallel to the physical reality most currently experienced…
The bubble takes many forms and has developed many functions, from bubble bursting, when they are returning back to reality after 100% recharge, to bubble highs and bubble hangovers, which are self explanatory.
Just as the womb serves as an incubator to newly forming infantile, so does the bubble. It serves as a space by which the the processes necessary for the two apparent souls will evolve into a more perfect and more whole being, and can be properly isolated and nurtured.
-QMP
The bubble acts as an isolated space of their love, where they can recharge and eventually go out into the world, and spread that love and energy out to others.
The bubble, as with all constructs erected of spiritual forces, being more ethereal and idealistic in being, is impervious to physical damage. Only the disconnection, and interruption of the kindred spirits’ synergetic bond can cause the bubble harm…
-QMP
The bubble is fragile and can fluctuate in strength and power depending on the situation. Since the bubble is transparent and sensitive, the building and preparation of the bubble is extensive and is in constant work-in-progress maintaining its stability.
The love that Q and S have is strong enough to handle something as fragile as a bubble – to keep it upstanding and growing for a lifetime.
Your Loved One, Q 